Day 13: God’s Waiting Room
Matthew 10:31
“Fear not, therefore, you are of more value than many sparrows.”
After the barrenness of the winter months, a transformation begins to take place in our garden. One of the first signs of Spring, besides the appearance of crocuses, daffodils, and hyacinths, so anxious to burst forth in new life, is the heightened activity of the birds. Sometimes we hear the eager twitterpated birds as early as mid-February and then in early Spring they go on the search for a nesting place, which is usually our front door wreath. Finally, after having to trash another door decoration, I got smart and no longer tempt them. Nevertheless, I always hear them out there, making their plans, searching for the right spot as their time of barrenness brings forth new life.
I remember a time many years ago, when I was a relatively new Christian, that the desire to be used by God was burning so deep within me that I cried out to Him asking, “Why? Why am I in Your ‘waiting room’, Lord?” To my heart He spoke clearly, “Because I am preparing you.” He must have had a lot of preparing in mind as it was another decade before I sensed a leading to minister to women. But then, like the flowers of Spring, God’s plan for me burst forth into a new life—one of ministering to women—that has lasted for over thirty years.
Many today find themselves in a time of barrenness. Perhaps you are experiencing a dry spiritual period, unanswered prayer, loneliness, separation from family, a job loss or are suffering from a terrible disease. Perhaps you are waiting for your “prodigal” to come home. Are you feeling forsaken by God as you wait? Please take heart, dear reader! He has not or forsaken you! You are of much more value to the Lord than any birds. He loves you, He has a plan and you can trust Him with the timing.
Heavenly Father, thank You for loving us so much and that You care about every detail of our lives. We acknowledge that You have a purpose for each season on earth, and each season in our lives. Help us to trust You to bring new life out of barrenness. Take our hard, selfish, unbelieving hearts and transform them into soft, yielded, trusting and faithful ones. Prepare us, O God. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Thank you, dear Marsha. I appreciate this perspective and it’s helpful to remember that during times of difficulty and challenges, not quite ‘suffering’ (as we hear much about), that God is preparing us for something he wants for us to do. That’s encouraging!
When I wrote this devotion I thought of you in particular, Karen. Bless you!